Emotionally Drained

It's been a looooonnngggg while since I last updated my blog. Not because I don’t want to, but simple because I had other things in my mind. Emotionally drained? Yes.. The month of October was probably one of the most emotional month for me this year. Lots of stuff happened out of planned. I fell in and out of love in just 1 week. That’s a record! I never felt heart break before, and now I know why sometimes, it drives people nuts. It’s so very painful, it’s almost physical. Funny thing is, I tried to cry, I really did, but nothing, which makes it even more painful. Anyhow, I do not hold any grudge towards that particular guy (and I’m pretty sure he’ll read this). I just want to wish him good luck and all the happiness in the world. And I wish we could be back to normal again, as friends. I do enjoy his company a lot.
And as if only God felt my pain, He threw into my arms a few UPs to cover the DOWNs. First of all, I finally achieved my “What else you got?” achievement from Mafia Wars. This achievement is obtained for mastering all the New York job tier. It’s not easy at all as I was begging and flirting around to get enough stuff to complete it. Not to mention the slow level ups. So when I did get the award, I became instant hit. I got 20 friends request a day and my mafia member doubled. XD To my surprise, soon after that, Mafia Wars decided to add in more achievements and I am ready to take ‘em all. :) Talking about Mafia Wars, I had my first unofficial Mafia Wars meeting before that. Actually, it was just a normal round-of-beer with the boys, but this time it was with Felix and all of his friends that came were Mafia War-iors. XD We had so much fun discussing wars and personal strategies. Very interesting bunch of people and I was invited to join them on their regular beach parties. I was flattered, but then again, there’s no guaranty that I could come given all of them are boys. :)


Another shocking thing worth mentioning was that a very dear friend of mine came back Kuching but never mention anything to me, as it was supposed to be a surprise. And surprised I was. I totally didn’t expect it, just in time some more. I knew I can always enjoy myself when he is around. A total sweetheart he is. :) As always, I like to share my joy, so I brought Monique along for all the hours of pure FUN. With this, I learned that, true friends come when you need them most, and they don’t have to even know about it. I forgot all my sorrows when I’m with these people as I know I’m blessed. However, I would not mention in detail about all those partying and what-not to avoid future controversies. XD
Ok, now that my blog are updated, I fell much better. After this, I will focus more on my Mafia Wars and final exams. *sigh* My target would be, “Next!” and good grades. :) You can do it, Esther!!

B-day Drama..

As you already know, 6th Sept was my bday. So, that weekend, my babes decided to hang out. I realized that I lost my wallet before I head out. Regardless, I still roamed around Kuching with the girls as "immigrant". LoL.. We shopped around a lot since Tiff just got her merit, she spends like there is no tomorrow. Hahaha.. I get myself a pair of leggings, a blue tube top and a belt to go with it. Talk about a brand new B-day outfit :).


Owh yeah, my facebook account was flooded with all this birthday wishes, I'm so touched. So far, this is the 2nd best thing that ever happen to me in FB, after Mafia Wars that is. Hahahaha!!!Talking about Mafia Wars, how come the Moscow expansion is not in yet? N I heard that MySpace already have it..

This Bday also, emotions were a roller coaster ride. My BF made me :( then my non-BF got me to :) again. N then during one of our girl talk, my babes, hahaha.. I will always remember how you girls persuade me to, you know.. Hahaha!!! We'll wait until Jon is back, then we'll see if he is up for it. Hahaha.. You girls caught me at a very vulnerable stage since I've been 'clean' for at least 2 months now. Couldn't remember the last time I get my fixed, and I'm not talking about drugs. LoL.

Bday lunch at Mdm Tang's

And then, there was this Joy-Sucker. She sucks the joy out of us the moment she arrived, like vampire, only less hot. Hahaha!!!! "Expecto Petronum" Be gone you witch!! XD

Yohan gave the simplest bday wish I got "Ey, happy bday". To be expected really, he's not very expressive, but to get him to do something as cliche as a bithday wish, is really something, n he did admit that he misses me.. awwww... He didn't exactly said it, he went like this "Esther! Bila ko mo dtg cni lagi? I need more friends like you!" Translation = Get us ass here, girl. I miss u n i need u to support me to get some sense back into this world. Hahahaha!!!! But honestly, I miss him too, douh he is very insensitive, probably he is one of the reason why I'm still very 'jang' even after being overly spoiled by Jon.

So my bday wish would be : I want to join Amin n Mami to KK this year end!! Please.. Huhuhu...

Electronic Circuits

Tomorrow is my first Electronic Circuits test. Although I do enjoy this subject a lot, but the complexity and the advanced level study has really put a toll on me. I'm getting more confused after each class. I do hope I can focus on my revisions tonight. Until now, I still can't accurately transform transistor model circuit to re equivalent circuit. If I know what I'm talking about, that is. I seriously need help, but to ask from my friends, they are more or less on the same sinking boat. Owh well, looks like I'm doing kamikaze again tonight.
Anyhow, yesterday's sungkei was a blast. We tried out Pizza Junction at Jalan Song. I must say, I'm impressed. The garlic bread was nice, the soup was generous, the pizzas are scrumptious complimented with their fast service. They have nice atmosphere too. Definitely will be a second time. But before that, we had karaoke session!! Hahaha.. And Zain actually said I can sing, and he asked for tips on pitching and stuff.. LOL.. My dear sweet Zain, first of all, singing is not one of my talent, if I had any, that is. XD. Second of all, if I have to give you voice lessons, it would take years like I did during my choir glory days. LoL.. Now, Zain really actually have a nice voice, very subtle and romantic, but obviously he needs help on the high notes and such. But I'm not the one worthy enough to teach him. Ahaks!! Ok, so, talking about karaoke, my favourite must-haves would be "Suci dalam debu" , some BSB and some Britney. Hahaha.. I don't know why, but I enjoy singing in a box! LMAO!! I wanna have more karaoke sessions! hahaha
Ok, enough blabber for today. I will update again soon (as if you care) XD~~~

Sweet September XoXo

September is here, and as always, it's my favourite month of the year. One reason because my birthday is on this month. And also the birthdays of all the important men in my life, my baby and my Daddy. I break this year's joyful month my getting myself hair makeover. Rebonding + Highlighting which cost my mum RM118. And I am very satisfied with the work. :) next on my agenda is to complete the month of fasting with all my Muslim friends. I never thought I would enjoy it so much, despite the hunger pang in the midday. The part I hate the most is the fact that we never can decide where to eat in time. So this week, as the unofficial group planner, I have planned places to eat for every sungkei. Hehehe.. You can check out my latest pics in Facebook with the same username. Before I continue, I would like to apologize for my lack of blog entry lately due to my lappy's breakdown. And I now am more than happy to have him back.. XD

And so, my birthday is just around the corner, this Sunday to be exact! All I want for my birthday this year is your blood. Literally... There will be a blood donation drive this Sunday at MBKS hall and I plead that all of you that are not fasting to go and donate your blood. Its free, and the organizers promised giveaways to those who donated blood. And I promised it will be painless. Whoever donated before will tell you the same thing. Ok den, enough with the charity work. Hehehe.. Now for the real thing, this year, I want (from myself of course) as always, a pair (maybe two) of Converse. Not just any Converse, but the limited edition Converse. There are two models that I have been eying for months now. The first kind is this black ones with Germany flag at the side,I have always wanted those ever since it first came out during the FIFA world cup 2006 but now they re-introduce it again and I was jumping with joy when I saw a pair at SOS Hock Lee, but this time, it's no more FIFA, just world edition. And, my second choice would be this super cute red Converse with nautical / sailor motives on it.. The shoe strings are actually, well, strings! And it was love at first sight. And now, I will get one this Sunday, just, don't know which and hopefully they have it in my size (which was never a problem since my size are quite in-common)~~ Can't wait for more adventure (hopefully while wearing my new shoes), yeay!

I'm a YES man!!

A few weeks ago, I watched this movie called Yes Man!! Jim Carrey was in it. This story was about a man who wouldn't say yes to anything in his life. So, with a little twist of fate,he made a covenant which requires him to say YES to any opportunities that come in his way, and like a tsunami, his life was turned up side down. Inspired, I decided to put myself in the same situation. So far, i have said so many yes's that led me to so many unexpected series of events.
1. Go aqua bike? YES = got along well with the boys from next class
2. Jelajah UNI? YES = meet new people
3. Club with the boys again? YES = I now know Mon's "express yourself" button!! LOL
4. Help during convo? YES = Got Ricky a bouquet of red roses,1st time beli bunga u.. XD
5. Check out Lepo with Mon? YES = Met a really cute guy n tried 5 Loaves Cafe
6. Day out with FRIENDS? YES = Visited museum n Civic Center after so many years
7. Get Mon's first Amp? YES = Got it for cheaper price, plus, i got her an early bday prezzie. hehe
8. Nite out wif Tiff n Brandon? YES = Promising source of income that i am confident with and willing to try out

My conclusion is, I will keep on saying YES and enjoy life. Hehehe.. YES really is a powerful word, you should try it.

Achievements after achievements...

This past few weeks has been a blast!! First of all, I was selected to be the assistant project manager for this program through SAFE with FIT. We're heading for Miri and Brunei, yeay! Den, I got this really gorgeous Black Espadrilles from Viss at Spring. The achievement here is, it's almost a steal. Cost me RM25 when I should be paying RM67 for it. All because the salesperson thought I took the last pair from the 80% markdown shelf when indeed it was from the 20%. Hahaha.. Lucky me..

The back part looks like this.

And the front looks like this.



Another thing worthy of mentioning here is that.... I have achieved the "Like a Hurricane" .Earned by winning 1000 fights in Cuba on August 1, 2009. Wooohhoooo!!! This is the best one yet. I have been working on this one ever since Cuba started on Mafia Wars. And owh yes, I'm a Mafia Wars addict. In conjunction with this glorious event, I have also decided to get myself in a Mafia Wars family (community), called T.W.I.O "The world is ours.." and changed my Mafia name to [T.W.I.O] Star_slayer. Hahaha... Neway,can't wait for more achievements especially on Mafia Wars.

The achievement that I'm proudest of.

My new Mafia Wars name. And my level... XD


Plus, I'm also getting along well with the students from PKET. At first, when I found out about our joined classes, I was having a lot of doubts. But after a month, seems like this semester will go on swimmingly. Perhaps, I'll even get "lucky". Ahaks!!

P/S: Those of you who are in my Facebook friends list. Please take note that unless
you
a) do actually know me in person (outside Facebook)
b) are in my Mafia Wars family
I will be deleting you off my friends list soon. Not that I'm being bitchy
(although it may seems like it) but I'm just doing my "spring cleaning". Thank
you.

Year Two

Owh my, it has been awhile since my last post. The new semester has started and I am officially no longer a junior. Yeay!! My semester started of with a BANG!! Rainfest rocks hell!!!!! I had my first langkau there, wasn't as bad as I've been told. Kinda sweet really,haha!! But after a while, one by one I saw my friends collapsed XD. The party was effing awesome. If I have known it would be this great, I would have attended all the previous Rainfests.


Owh ya, I moved to Cempaka. My housemates are an awesome bunch of people. I had the room all to myself. Gwen said she's gonna crash here anytime soon and she is fully welcome. My seniors just got back from practical. I don't know about you but I sure think practical is not the only thing they have been going to coz they look pretty darn good. Hahahaha... Owh yeah, last wednesday, I went Aqua-biking with the boys from the class next door. Saufee, Kamal, Momo n Harith. It was FUN but tiring.. I miss my baby alot douh, wonder how he's coping there. Well, till next time.. Muah!!