Emotionally Drained

It's been a looooonnngggg while since I last updated my blog. Not because I don’t want to, but simple because I had other things in my mind. Emotionally drained? Yes.. The month of October was probably one of the most emotional month for me this year. Lots of stuff happened out of planned. I fell in and out of love in just 1 week. That’s a record! I never felt heart break before, and now I know why sometimes, it drives people nuts. It’s so very painful, it’s almost physical. Funny thing is, I tried to cry, I really did, but nothing, which makes it even more painful. Anyhow, I do not hold any grudge towards that particular guy (and I’m pretty sure he’ll read this). I just want to wish him good luck and all the happiness in the world. And I wish we could be back to normal again, as friends. I do enjoy his company a lot.
And as if only God felt my pain, He threw into my arms a few UPs to cover the DOWNs. First of all, I finally achieved my “What else you got?” achievement from Mafia Wars. This achievement is obtained for mastering all the New York job tier. It’s not easy at all as I was begging and flirting around to get enough stuff to complete it. Not to mention the slow level ups. So when I did get the award, I became instant hit. I got 20 friends request a day and my mafia member doubled. XD To my surprise, soon after that, Mafia Wars decided to add in more achievements and I am ready to take ‘em all. :) Talking about Mafia Wars, I had my first unofficial Mafia Wars meeting before that. Actually, it was just a normal round-of-beer with the boys, but this time it was with Felix and all of his friends that came were Mafia War-iors. XD We had so much fun discussing wars and personal strategies. Very interesting bunch of people and I was invited to join them on their regular beach parties. I was flattered, but then again, there’s no guaranty that I could come given all of them are boys. :)


Another shocking thing worth mentioning was that a very dear friend of mine came back Kuching but never mention anything to me, as it was supposed to be a surprise. And surprised I was. I totally didn’t expect it, just in time some more. I knew I can always enjoy myself when he is around. A total sweetheart he is. :) As always, I like to share my joy, so I brought Monique along for all the hours of pure FUN. With this, I learned that, true friends come when you need them most, and they don’t have to even know about it. I forgot all my sorrows when I’m with these people as I know I’m blessed. However, I would not mention in detail about all those partying and what-not to avoid future controversies. XD
Ok, now that my blog are updated, I fell much better. After this, I will focus more on my Mafia Wars and final exams. *sigh* My target would be, “Next!” and good grades. :) You can do it, Esther!!